To Fit In

To fit in

is like a kid

being trapped

in an adult's body

Soaked With Words

He burst through the words she's been trying to understand.

He gave them all the meanings.

Now, she's all soaked with ink.

Safe yet Dangerous

I still am wondering

how can something be so safe

yet

so dangerous

Happy Little Pills

Gently, she catches

some exquisite occurences

and a pinch of 

people's ethereal laughs

and put them in little pills,

Just in case

A Look Of Killing

She stands still,

trying to forget

all that is real

For there is a look of killing

that makes those words

bleeding

Ocean Eyes

Yesterday, you buried sunset

hoping I would forget the waves of ocean

that ran through our veins

The Moon

He refuses to shine,

yet he lights up the whole sky

You

The stars bleed lights,

yet you're still the one 

who shines so bright

Hurts But True

Sometimes you have to fall,

so that you can feel

Sending Help

Mind so loud,

her brain explodes

A Dandelion

I am a dandelion;

always looking, always wandering, always flying,

and hopefully someday I will find

where I belong.

 Malam ini. Sama seperti beberapa tahun belakangan, sunyi dalam gema takbir. Tapi mungkin malam ini keramahan mampir. Entah dalam hati yang mulai menerima, mulai mempercaya, entah dalam takdir situasi.

  Malam ini bukan tentang anak-anak yang bergantian menyumbangkan suaranya di masjid, bukan tentang suara beduk yang mengiringinya, bukan tentang langit yang dipenuhi cahaya kembang api, bukan tentang menangis dalam pelukan maaf, tapi tentang harapan, janji, dan doa untuk menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik lagi, untuk lebih mengingat-Nya lagi, untuk lebih dekat dengan-Nya.